My back felt somewhat better after my chiropractor appointment on Tuesday, but that good feeling didn’t last long. It’s aching yet again. I really don’t understand this. I never had any problems with my back until this past summer, and I haven’t made any major lifestyle changes to provoke it. I just don’t get it. It’s hindering my ability to do so many things, including sports. I simply cannot do strenuous activities for long periods of time anymore, and that really bothers me. I want to fix this, but I don’t even know what the fucking problem is. My chiropractor isn’t being very straight with me, and it’s pissing me off.

Ugh, I really need money. I’m so sick of being broke with expensive taste. I can’t take it anymore. I really want a job, but I’m, um, not so into working. The only job I could obtain would be one that I wouldn’t want to do, which is not good. I don’t want to work at a fast food place because I really don’t want to know how they make that stuff. I don’t want to work at a grocery store because it doesn’t pay well. And I doubt I could even get a job in retail or as a waiter because they don’t accept anyone under 18. Job opportunities are so fucking limited when you’re 16, especially when you’re as picky as I am. On top of that, I’m really discouraged because I didn’t get any of the seven jobs I applied for over the summer. That killed my motivation. I think I should rob a bank or something [/sarcasm]. 70 days till I turn 17.

I’m in dire need to return comments. I feel really bad because I haven’t done it for the past few entries. I’ve been busy. But here are the plugs from the last entry: Ali, Alicia, Alisa, Andrea, Ashley, Brittanie, Caro, Carolyn, Charlene, Chris, Chrissie, Corey, Darren, Des, Dionne, DJ, Hannah, Isabelle, Janet, Jen, Jennifer, Jenny, John, Julie, Kandy, Krystal, Kyupi, Liz, Mathangi, Matt, Meghan, Namie, Natalie Marie, Natasha, Nia, Nikki, Paola, Roberta, Sofie, Susan, Tayla, and Travis